lately i feel tired
tired of reaching for something
that isn't here
lately i feel wired
i've been trying so hard to not let go
when all i wanna do is let go
of it all
do a trust fall
that's when the darkness comes to crawl
into my head, nowhere to hide
and once again it's fight or flight 

maybe in another life
where i was a happy child
i could've spent these years to thrive
not only to survive
maybe in another life
where i have been treated right
maybe i could find some peace of mind
how i wish i could rewind

lately i've been thinking
thinking 'bout how i could stop thinking
once and for all
lately i've been wondering
wondering 'bout how i could find 
what i'm looking for
when what i am actually looking for
is to stop
looking for the one thing
there's always something wrong
for the mind to hold on to 
i just wanna get through to you 

maybe in another life
where i was a happy child
i could've spent these years to thrive
not only to survive
maybe in another life
where i have been treated right
maybe i could find some peace of mind
wait, what if i could rewind?